Friday, July 28, 2006 @ 7:41 PM
hey.. last week's ndp practice was quite boring.. so looking forward to tmr's ndp!! 80% fireworks omg!! haha.. must do better tmr.. every1 mus be more serious lo.. i think behind those guys grp like very slack lidat.. err i think all guys lidat la.. haha.. anyway tmr vetting le.. jia you lo! anyway our class seem to be in lower spirits liao.. can we still be back to normal.. hai shi wei zhi shu.. i dun wan to comment on any1 cos i think it's every1's fault but it's like really only 3 months left le.. just be back to the no conflicts 207.. just take 1 step back.. u nvr know next yr who will be yr classmates.. ok then.. gtg!
Friday, July 21, 2006 @ 8:07 PM
hey.. this week is finally over.. (: next week also got test lor.. lit.. XP nvrm that.. why suddenly every1 so pessimistic abt next year?? becos of separation.. sniff so sad.. haix.. tmr got ndp leh!! go go jia you!! (: i finally know how to use the mp3 le.. with help from my cousin and may.. hahas.. thank you.. found out so many nice songs.. yeah.. discussed with may about our 'wishes' now.. then i said i wanna be at africa at this moment and lie on the soft, wide lush green grass and look at the stars.. let the stars accompany me to sleep.. then she said that looking at the stars can give her a comfortable feeling.. and i have to agree it's so true!! (: stars rule my world!! yeah! if only... haix.. life's like this la.. it's just times like this when you just wanna take a step slower then other and catch a breath.. rest for a while before you start on the busy life of yours that would never wait or stop for you.. hmm.. i like the song 'reflection' so much!!! ahh.. so nice.. hahas.. oh ya SHE newest album come out le.. must go zhi chi!! okie stop here.. nitez!!
Monday, July 17, 2006 @ 11:02 PM
hmm i finally got a ''so-called'' ans le.. let's see.. a few more days ba.. see see.. okiies.. today got vj.. then spent most of the time waiting and waiting.. so sick.. now i think wasted so much time la.. stupid.. heck.. everyone's not feeling very good these few days.. why ah.. some got alot of added stress.. so worried.. then some keep smiling on the outside but is crying in the inside.. some got some change in attitude.. some just get worse.. some just.. err.. dunno wad to say.. dunno good or bad.. so contradictory.. the others are like.. hmm.. cheerful de still cheerful.. mad mad de still mad mad.. so nth much to comment about.. (: overall i think ppl are starting to think le.. after 5 months we will go our separate classes le.. hmm.. quite sad la.. then this week still got tests.. grrr... fine.. after these tests.. soon follow up would be COMMON TESTS quickly follow by EOYs!! ahh.. ok why am i panicking like mad.. freak la.. i need something to brighten up my life!! but wad? all my 14 yrs and i still haven't found a thing that can 4eva bring a smile to my face.. cos i think the more u love something the more it hurts you ba.. wadeva it is.. bleh.. i feeling quite low now.. hoping things would be better tmr!! ahh editting of vj.. drats.. fine!! also found out tt sum1 got the same bdae as miie.. good thing -,- ? just jia you everyone for the class tests tt's coming our way.. gogogo!! (: nitez!!
Thursday, July 13, 2006 @ 10:41 PM
heyyas.. doing history log bk now.. found the pictorial collage do wrongly liao so now re-doing it.. ystd's ndp was ok la.. same same.. day after tmr we are gonna dance for the whole pri 5 cohort!! but i don't think any of us will be nervous le.. cos we perform too many times le.. (: so gotten used to it.. next week got maths test, lit test.. blah.. so scary.. today i chiong alot hw.. shadow of the beast i read until chap 13 le!! 4 more.. next mon no lit.. haha.. or bi.. :P today our maths tcr was mr chia.. then he teach until very funny.. ppl agreed that no one can sleep for his lesson.. he is too interesting and loud.. haha.. then our music tcr was ms chia.. she much much much better than yoyo.. at least she is more ahem ahem.. fine.. i won't mention.. then assembly was plain boring but got the 14th student council election.. hmm.. wonder who will be our choice?? haha hmm i downloaded the live messenger wad's the diff huh?? nvrm.. (: alright gotta finish my pictorial collage!! bye & nitez..
Tuesday, July 11, 2006 @ 10:56 PM
everyday trying to meet up with diff types of demand..
meet a brand new day wif hope and wish
but it hardly work everyday
see ppl around me wif so much stress
i also not feeling very good
then see some things or hear somethings not nice very weird
then the things you hope for never ever happen
and things just gets worse
i think blogging reli let me feel better
there's alot others lor..
is it better to like more than 1 to not get hurt tt deeply?
is it possible to settle down with one after things are confirm?
i wonder how many ppl understand wad im saying
haha.. my mood reli can change frm good to bad
in 1 split second.. very very fast..
i scare myself.. haha
things tt make me feel better..
(may not be EVERY single time but mostly la)
1. blogging
2. throwing things (but can't reli do it often tts why i wan a punchbag)
3. shouting
4. reading
5. eating ice cream
6. listen to songs (they rock my world!!)
7. watch korean drama
8. going to school to meet my frens
9. seeing err.. ahem
10. writing stuff.. writing out ALOT of stuffs
11. go for adventures.. any kind.. those tt nid walk walk.. and exploring
12. astronomy <3
ya.. should be it ba.. i think still got alot others..
simply put i can be happy wif jus the littlest thing
i jus manage to find a way to convince myself
diao rite.. dunno why i writing this haha..
suddenly wanna read my astronomy book and get inspiration..
but geog haven finish.. oops the setting.. haha
also i very tired.. although i slept for 4 hrs jus now for nap
i reli very confused.. why can't we turn back time and go back to olden times and live life carefreely
back to when stars can be seen every night and jus lying on the boundaryless grass you can see the whole night sky
and where animals are roaming around
then ppl have no stress.. can it happen..
one day every1 will die isn't it?
humans will no longer rule the world..
haha pessimistic huh..
life's so tough and fun all at the same time..
so hard to control and manage..
i such a easily jealous creature..
so stupid! ahh.. sick..
can i shut my ears at things tt i don wanna hear
then if after i hear it can i pretend it never happen
and tt it don reli matter cos it does
and it hurts pretty badly
the reason i can't reli state it out
but i am reli sick and tired of it all..
everything.. so tired..
jealousy is so not me..
but can't help it...
oookie gtg liao bye!! nitez..
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 @ 10:10 PM
woohoo.. syf is over le.. i think we did quite well le.. cos we did our best.. :) saw teresa and zhiyang leh!! hehe.. although alot others got more closer to them.. :) at least i took a close enough look at them la.. haha.. then the sash suddenly disappear.. so alot ppl din get it.. but finally at "...the skies" all the balloon was let go at once! it's so nice lor!! i wanted to see some more but need to sing national anthem.. wahh.. of cos country more impt rite.. (who dare say NO?) so mus guai guai sing.. (plus the extra REMINDER yeo yeo gave us NOT to diu nan hua's face..) finally after the song, the balloons are far gone.. wahh.. honestly tt day i was so tired.. i nearly slept u know? then they say it's time to move into gate 4.. yawn.. i was so sleepy.. then at the dance itself.. i got 'high' again la!! haha.. i was jumping and jumping abt.. i need to vent u know.. then later during the finale.. i alrdy did my best NOT to keep looking at ZY and Teresa.. :) anyway.. it was a great day.. then on sunday we need to go bac to sch.. for ndp duh! then we set off soon.. at 1st it started out quite sian.. then at the stadium things started to heat up!! everyone around also gone 'high' by the time we went out to watch/listen to Electrikal after lunch.. (we got ice cream!) then we kept doing kallang waves.. like kee siao.. :) then got a alumni guy took alot of photos on us.. hehe.. can go
http://www.ykwphotos.blogspot.com to see.. also got everyone else in the stadium tt time la.. not trying to be zi lian.. :) by the night, everyone let out all our feelings.. it was quite a crazy and messy afternoon/evening though.. then we saw gurnit, michelle chia, hakim, jean danker, kaira gong (gong si jia) and and and Chen Wei Lian..!! hehe.. then ying and es tio "fan" by some juniors.. haha.. then i kan bu shuang those lao uncle.. cos tt time mr low say they kan bu qi our dance.. hmph.. anyway.. tt day's rehearsal was quite successful i would say.. we finally knew wad was going on and wad we shld do.. :) it was fun overall!! one of the best rehearsals i would say.. then today got chem test.. now finally over le.. heave a sigh of relief lor.. ^-^ day after tmr got geog test.. tmr can finally see mrs tan.. xiang lian ta lo.. wonder how she'll react seeing us in our NEW seating arrangement?! haha.. she'd be like 'why didn't i think of this??' haha.. last thing.. today so sick.. tt oral pic got 1 girl alot of ppl say look like me.. walau.. this is the 1st time so many ppl agreed on 1 thing tt is abt me and it's gotta be this??!!! haha.. i think got hf, ml, fn, jea, xh, yx, may, xl, yy, es, ky, yt keep telling me la.. wahh.. :) okie talk too much today le.. it's sleeping time.. nitez!