Tuesday, July 11, 2006 @ 10:56 PM
everyday trying to meet up with diff types of demand..
meet a brand new day wif hope and wish
but it hardly work everyday
see ppl around me wif so much stress
i also not feeling very good
then see some things or hear somethings not nice very weird
then the things you hope for never ever happen
and things just gets worse
i think blogging reli let me feel better
there's alot others lor..
is it better to like more than 1 to not get hurt tt deeply?
is it possible to settle down with one after things are confirm?
i wonder how many ppl understand wad im saying
haha.. my mood reli can change frm good to bad
in 1 split second.. very very fast..
i scare myself.. haha
things tt make me feel better..
(may not be EVERY single time but mostly la)
1. blogging
2. throwing things (but can't reli do it often tts why i wan a punchbag)
3. shouting
4. reading
5. eating ice cream
6. listen to songs (they rock my world!!)
7. watch korean drama
8. going to school to meet my frens
9. seeing err.. ahem
10. writing stuff.. writing out ALOT of stuffs
11. go for adventures.. any kind.. those tt nid walk walk.. and exploring
12. astronomy <3
ya.. should be it ba.. i think still got alot others..
simply put i can be happy wif jus the littlest thing
i jus manage to find a way to convince myself
diao rite.. dunno why i writing this haha..
suddenly wanna read my astronomy book and get inspiration..
but geog haven finish.. oops the setting.. haha
also i very tired.. although i slept for 4 hrs jus now for nap
i reli very confused.. why can't we turn back time and go back to olden times and live life carefreely
back to when stars can be seen every night and jus lying on the boundaryless grass you can see the whole night sky
and where animals are roaming around
then ppl have no stress.. can it happen..
one day every1 will die isn't it?
humans will no longer rule the world..
haha pessimistic huh..
life's so tough and fun all at the same time..
so hard to control and manage..
i such a easily jealous creature..
so stupid! ahh.. sick..
can i shut my ears at things tt i don wanna hear
then if after i hear it can i pretend it never happen
and tt it don reli matter cos it does
and it hurts pretty badly
the reason i can't reli state it out
but i am reli sick and tired of it all..
everything.. so tired..
jealousy is so not me..
but can't help it...
oookie gtg liao bye!! nitez..