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Tuesday, August 29, 2006 @ 10:23 PM

ai yo.. today at 1st say dun have to go lead the sec 3s le.. then in the end still have to go.. sigh.. mr chee give me a new pe t-shirt neh!! hehheh.. the sec 3s got a few gurls very friendly but the guys.. sigh.. SHI BAI!! QIAN BIAN!! QU SI LA!!! i ren them very long lor.. the so idiotic.. dun even behave like sec 3s.. (but got a few quite guai la..) then they keep saying loud loud for ME to hear.. heck lor.. like wad.. "i had always dislike ppl who hold their waterbottle in the right hand and wear a watch on the left.." then very qu si.. they at 1st very noisy nvrm lo.. keep wan to go diff path nvrm lo.. they keep cracking jokes about stupid things nvrm lo.. they wan to be childish nvrm lo.. they wan to do stupid things also nvrm!! its just that they make fun of very GUO FEN!! heck.. it's suppose to be a enjoyable event lo.. stupid ppl.. not only them lo.. ytsd also lidat.. the guys very qu si dun wan to listen to me and jun.. "STEEP SLOPE DO NOT RUN!" they dun know eyes go where like din see the sign.. then me and jun shout at them lo.. then they only listen for a while and soon start to run.. bleh.. i went to ACCIDENTALLY blurt it out to mr chee.. hee.. today work with mr quek.. he is quite lame.. lol.. then the mr william is a pretty good tcr.. today reply 4 letters leh.. then can get their replies by lunch leh.. so qiang rite.. now i have to rite another 2 replies.. hee.. btw ystd saw BoA's mv!! so chio!! [[Milky Way]] ahh.. go check it out!! hehex.. alright gtg now buaiz!!

Sunday, August 27, 2006 @ 12:32 AM

THE BELOW IS MY OPINION OF A BIG FAT LIE THAT I FELL FOR:
i got an email that said tonight at 12.30am
mars will appear together with the moon
showing a phenomenon of 2 moons..
this is once in a lifetime
meaning now or never
cos the next time will be in 2287
and another sms that said the same thing but that
it will appear at 12.07am
the main thing is i din see anything
i desperately went down to see..
no moon no mars
i felt a sensation i never felt before
it was utter miserable disappointment
i never knew how much this news can hurt me..
however becos the more inticipation i have
the more disappointed i will get
but it is just that it is terrible..
in my pursuit for it with my dad..
i din bring along my hp or watch..
even now.. i still keep looking out for it..
still there's no sign of moon and mars..
maybe the last time ppl also din get to see
and let mars go out of our sight for approximately 280 years..
and ppl of 1726 din catch it.. but they will never expect that
ppl in 2006 will miss it..
maybe i got the info wrong maybe today is not even the day..
but so what?
this is my fate..
i can't see mars and i may never will
life still goes on
the earth will still keep spinning
waiting for mars to come 34.65 million miles to it
for another 280 years in 2286
i am not fated with anything..
even if you apply this logic to my real life
it's the same
the thing i least wanted to happen will happen
no matter if i want it to or not
but the things i wanted to happen might happen
even if i don't force it
and when it do there's no way i can do to stop it
so the things that i do have a reason
it is not that i don't want to seize the chance
it just that this may not be the time
maybe i wanted it
maybe he don't
maybe this is all one way
maybe this is not
maybe this is what it should be all along
maybe something should change
maybe mars din really pass us
maybe it's right outside my window at this moment in time
there's alot of 'maybe's in the world
like you say you will never what will really
happen if you don't say
but something will definitely change
if i speak out
so should i even take the chance?
honestly i dunno.. i really don't
now may not be the time
it is really not..
maybe let's give it a little time
anyway we still have a lifetime to go
how would you know maybe i will go back and tell him
after i grow old and get married?
maybe just maybe life is playing a trick on us
we are being laughed at at this point of time?
would any1 read my post until this point?
will YOU understand what i am saying?
i still have alot to say
if you want to know read on
why can't we be in the Tertiery period
the age of the early mammals?
where everything around us are not fought over
and things are less stressful
and life's a breeze and there are no constructions around
so we could see the night sky
and fall into sleep with the companion of stars everyday
where we won't cry and we can do what we want
when we want
however it is fixed that i get to come into this world
with the condition that i must live with the stress these ppl face
everyday every second
deal with heart affairs
health problems
studies
future
death
if you believe in previous life or after life
what would you want to be?
i wonder what was my previous life
when was it and what am i?
what i want to be is a star
i get to shine on everything around
and see things from above
get to see smiles on ppl faces
and laughters
but that would mean i would have to live
5000 billion of years doing the same thing
won't i be bored?
what would i want to be in my next life?
maybe a planet?
i shall be the ever 1st next to earth
to be a planet that could support life
watching how ppl gradually evolve through the millions of years
from a fish species to human..
then view their death when one day the star i am revolving around
burn out (which is after billions of years)
~
sigh what am i doing?
why am i suddenly talking science?
but isn't love similar to science?
if not they won't say that love is CHEMISTRY
sigh wonder will YOU get bored after seeing this long post?
anyway i think i am done talking..
hopefully there are ppl out there who understand how i feel
can it be YOU?
hahas.. i am MAD

if you are a star i will be the planet revolving around you.. do i really have to speak out? what i said cannot be taken back.. i don't want to regret.. will you blame me if i said it? will you blame me for bringing you into this huge mess? i dunno but i dun think i wish to know.. sigh.. life's is such an indefinite and complex place..

Friday, August 25, 2006 @ 9:10 PM

sigh.. i posted lor.. but it's all gone!! nvrm.. i type again! today is pretty chaotic and we got back 3 papers.. those that i am pretty satisfied with are english and maths! hehe.. the talk was pretty lame.. honestly i din learn anything.. hahas.. dun care.. in the end he still spend some time scolding us.. lol.. ystd went to hike with mr chee, hf and bell.. jea, yy, xiu and may stayed and wait for me.. hehe.. tt time went to buy yj's prezzie with fn, sy, joy they all.. and it was quite fun then i saw 6L classmate then she told us tt the 6L gathering is a movie trip and gy dun like movies *uh-oh* hahhs.. i find it quite guai la.. also, how are we supposed to squeeze a class of ppl in a cinema.. with everyone in side BY side?? err.. hahhs.. today went to west mall with fn and jea.. then i go home!! +found out that westlife got new songs.. haha enough to have 1 more album.. hehex.. suddenly wanna see a disney movie like LION KING!!! motivation movie!! feel quite down now.. anyway ytsd replied 4 letters!! hen you cheng jiu gan.. achievement leh.. oh ya!! i realise pj owe me 80 cents!! haha.. poker $$!! I found about some geological period.. quite fun!! i list them out!!

GEOLOGICAL TIME:

[eRA] [PErioD] [Millions of yrs ago]

Cenozioc Quaternary 1.8 to present
---------Tertiary 65 to 1.8
Mesozoic Cretaceous 144 to 65
----------Jurassic 206 to 144
----------Triassic 248 to 206
Paleozoic Permain 290 to 248
----------Carboniferous 354 to 290
----------Devonian 417 to 354
----------Silurian 443 to 417
----------Ordovician 490 to 443
----------Cambrian 540 to 490

[[Cousins make me feel so much better!! with their jokes and the way the family feels so warm and comfortable!! sigh.. where are they when i nid them??]] ((:

sorry if i hai dao ni.. sum how i can't help blaming myself.. yuan lai too truthful is also s sin.. sigh.. there's nothing in life that is definite!

Friday, August 11, 2006 @ 11:12 PM

ndp rawks!! although i think i nvr appear on any publicity stuffs.. fine.. i dun care.. wahh jus now cried la.. for ndp.. wei NDP diao le di yi di yan lei.. tmr just won't be the same without ndp practices.. now think back weds' performance din seem like a performance at all.. more like a rehearsal and like the real day just haven come yet.. tt's y tt day i din cry.. but now when i finally snap back to reality i realise it's reli true tmr dun have ndp le.. then like suddenly got flashbacks ya know.. sigh.. over le means over le.. cnnt turn back time.. anyway watched 'Click' on tues.. with my cousins.. tt day was pretty fun.. morning got national day celebration then got a shoe bag.. haha then went to lot 1.. with xiu, fn, yy, joy and other juniors, may and jea.. after this then rush over for the movie.. then ystd watched pirates of the caribbean.. it's nice la but at the end u will be hopping mad cos the show obviously no ending and needs to wait for the third part which has finished filming.. so let's just wait ba..today was pretty sian until the remedial part.. the tcr insists on us sitting according to register no in her way.. so i partner wilson in the end.. i think around our side there every pair also 1 girl 1 boy.. it's quite.. hmm how to put it.. not as sian as i expect it to.. haha.. he's a funny guy.. i think all the guys in our class also very funny.. lol.. fine it's late.. gtg slp le.. nitez..

Friday, August 04, 2006 @ 10:08 PM

hey got a song.. its reli nice!!

the lyrics.. this song origin from lion king 2: Simba's pride.. this show rocks!! although very long nvr see le.. but it portrays the king being able to talk to his father through the stars at night.. like when a father haven say wad they wanted and then they die so now through the stars at the end lidat he tells his son {the king} that he din disappoint him.. but still the main thing is on the love story between this king's young daughter {future queen} and a young cub who is sumhow her cousin.. anyway this song is sung when this king teaches his daughter about the path of life..

title: we ARE one

As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand.
And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned.
But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away,
When it seems all your dreams come undone.
We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride.
We are more than we are,
We are one.
If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?
Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?
Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on.
Your journey has only begun.
Tears of pain,
Tears of joy,
One thing nothing can destroy . . .
Is our pride, deep inside,
We are one.
We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky.
One family under the sun.
All the wisdom to lead,
All the courage that you'll need . . .
You will find when you see
We are one . . .

nice rite.. just watch the show then u will know.. the storyline very shiok lo.. whenever i see i would never fail to cry at least once.. wah.. i very pei fu the way the father convey his message to his son through the stars.. its make me very emotional.. bleh.. haha.. but hopefully at the end of these lion king series.. there will be a happy ending.. xD recently every1 is like posting to tell sum1 specifically how much they mean to her and stuff.. its very meaningful.. maybe i should write too.. hehe here goes..

estella;
gurl you rock my life honestly becuz of ya my life is brighter and more positive.. but u should not worry too much things.. if not we will not get to see your smile very soon.. i know yr shoulders very broad and is OUR hero but HERO also not made of steel.. take a break kaes.. luvya!! frennz 4eva and eva!!

feini;
gurl u are another one who worries too much.. u tend to bring every one's problem to you and have alot of things to settle i know u also dun wan u said before is these probs coming to find u one.. and sum u jus can't ignore.. so u also nida take a break.. hmm seem like eating choco is a way to take a break for ya.. hehe.. rock on too our DA JIE JIE!!

jealee;
nice name huh?? today was great fun!! you rock gurl.. stay mad and hyper!! hehe and dun always hit ppl la.. haha i know u copying sum1 rite.. diao.. haha anyway yi qi jia you for common tests ba!! moi high high de ah JEA!!

may;
gurl.. i know u are trying hard to not get agitated with the class cleanliness.. relax la.. dun so jie pi.. zuo ren must know how to relax so won't have so many ppl die of heart attack.. haha.. i know u have loads of probs.. u keep asking ppl not to bottle it to themselves then u leh.. let it out ba.. even now no depression, i believe soon u will.. hahas.. kidding la.. must try to let sumthings go!!
jia you!!

xiu;
recently like din tok to ya.. but i believe u also got probs.. last time u are always so happy and never manage to hate any1.. but now ppl are worried.. why u change le.. although on the outside u are smiling but ppl know tt sumthing is jus not right.. u wanna share?? we wan our lovable old xiu back!! xD maybe jus make sure yr words dun everything also got sarcasm.. hahas..

weexin;
later din write u sure gua gua jiao.. haha joking la.. gurl u also have probs rite.. i know u are also one who would have a brave front in the presence of others but if no one's around ya you would jus cry.. cry trying to let the inner u go free.. u are very stress i know.. the stress u put on yrself.. the probs u are sumhow running away from.. jia you kae.. have faith in you and ahem.. xD

belinda[jingER];
u rock my cute cute junior!! u are so sweet ppl melt.. haha.. must smile from the deepest of yr heart.. when u are smiling throw all those worries away far far away.. dun even think abt them straight after u smile of not u will feel sour again.. gurl must jia you!! i wan yr radiant, 100 watt smile and sot me.. haha.. everytime talking to ya makes me so happy!! luvya!!

wenya;
the sweetest gurl on the outside and toughest on the inside.. dun let things that should never bother u in the first place bother u now.. i also wan to see yr smile again!! dun get mad so easily.. later not chio le.. haha.. i wanna zi lian with u again!! haha.. u rock!!! must come my blog often i will go visit u all often!! my chio chio junior rock on!!

xintian;
hehe.. jj's NO 1 fan!! i will rmb to put my pin de.. hahas.. u are my cute cute fren with a cute cute dimple!! always lovable with your small size build!! kawaii ne!! xD jia you for CT!! let's try to get into the same class next year!! i will miss u all so much!! esp u!! "your pin!" hehe.. and being late to react.. it's not a bad thing!! i am also lidat one haha.. chi dun wan sui!!!

jiahui;
i know it's a hard time for u now!! keep staying like wad u are always now!! always smiling and no one can reli figure out wad you are thinking.. i never knew u are so unhappy deep down!!
dun always wanna slack during odac!! u ah.. must jia you!! enjoy every min la.. dun always sian ah wanna go home!! xD keep smiling gurl!! u can 'dian' ren too! rock on!!

omg it's going to be 11 soon.. tmr got ndp.. if i am not wrong this is a long post!! haha every1 jia you for ndp dance!!! 4 more days only!! let's do our best for OUR ISLAND HOME!! :D

Wednesday, August 02, 2006 @ 6:29 PM

heyhey.. life is quite back to normal le! yay! at least now dun have curse here curse there.. hahas.. this song is very nice lo.. by I.N.G.. help them 'xuan zhuan' u know.. haha.. sat's ndp was fun!! we got our gloves which was a oh-so-nice colour.. one greenish yellow one dark orange.. then got hole one.. duh.. (: ppl commented tt day was not as high as previous performances.. wah.. anyway we were VERY VERY VERY high in the indoor stadium!!! we did ''rehearsals'' with the songs again and again.. at our seats!! haha.. i think this ndp thing is so fun and sum how bonds every1 together.. by class.. or by the 2 levels.. met new juniors lor!! so fun.. they very kawaii des.. haha.. like jinger[cuute gal], wenya[sweeett gal], yingxuan[nida-smile-more-and-be-less-mischievous gal], joey[funn gal], siying[''poor'' siying!! haha smile-alot gal], joy[''yo'' gal], evelyn[peace-out gal].. just to name a few examples.. they all very keewt jiu dui le.. but the fireworks were AMAZING.. haha.. then got formation luan le.. haha.. must jia alot of you for ndp!! wahh.. jus 1 more week no more ndp le.. sniff.. still i very look forward to it!! yay!! then i personally feel odac cnnt be more pathetic.. the juniors are fine la.. but others keep on wanna pon pon pon.. maybe also got their reasons la.. it reli slack lo.. and boring.. how can odac be odac without OUTDOOR and ADVENTURE.. ppl join to have these experiences ma.. but nowadays sian dao bu neng zai sian.. mr chee sighx.. see i have probs la!! must make them be excited abt coming again.. jus dunno how?!! rrr.. nvrm tt le.. today was very fun!! got ndp practice.. then got FUN PACK!! yay!! then me, yy, fn, xh and jea went big bkshop.. after they bought wad they wan we went to lot 1.. haha.. eat shihlin.. we plan to buy the taka thing.. ring and a bracelet.. haha.. 2 for $4 leh.. (go find ndp coupon) zong er yan zhi today was very funn!!! yay!! saw dengyin and xiuyen.. hmm i found out tt rv ppl very stm one.. haha.. wah so long alrdy ah.. see wx?? haha.. u also update la.. (: my maths alot still haven't do.. if still dun do tmr yi ting come slaughter me le.. haha.. i go le.. bye!!

"zuo mo?? yao da ah.. lai la.. dan tao.. ce suo JIAN!!" LOLX.. get it?? ((:

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