Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @ 9:58 PM
ok 2 major things to highlight! 1, expo trip 2, job experience.. let's start with expo.. hoho.. on the 1st day, for our group we have may, yijun, lingying, singxuan, xinying, melody, kevin and me! it was quite boring.. wad we did tt day was just telling which grp to go up and perform and mainly watch them perform.. then got lunch which we fork out our own money in the 1st place.. at burger king.. then before ending got fashion show which we din stay to watch.. cos by tt time already 3 lidat le.. from 7 am morning neh.. so ya.. then the next day yijun din go and estella went.. then we did the same things but just tt cos the 2nd day was the real day and the 1st day was the rehearsal so it was pretty fast paced.. at least faster than the 1st day.. so we ended even earlier.. ard 12 plus.. our lunch was cai fan.. haha.. then me and est went to je and she attempt to shake away kah swee.. haha.. cos he was attempting to hold est's hand.. well, that's a first.. haha joking..! est strongly reject! lol.. then me and es went to find esa at the library.. and es soon come out cos she is some1 who cannot stay quiet.. duh.. she said so one.. then we went to IMM!! she went crazy over an adidas shirt and hinted, no, requested boldly for it.. lol.. then we practically went crazy for the whole day.. at daiso and giant! haha.. GREEN TEA! yay! so ya.. that day ended when esa came to meet up with us.. then for the job! today i had my first job! give out flyers! hoho.. it's fun lor.. the pay's good.. haha.. me and may gave out flyers outside westgrove pri.. i will rmb u!! then we give to parents and students and passer-bys and teachers.. ard 1 hr 45 mins for $30 neh.. hoho.. planning to treat my family! haha.. already tell them to choose cheap cheap stall to eat! lol.. first job sia.. sigh.. not bad.. good experience.. sometimes i miss the days at the camp! esp the trainers! hoho.. made new frenz at expo!! yay!
the days just seem weird.. with or without you.. its already 5 yrs dude.. 5 yrs! 1st yr.. u came back.. 2nd yr u came back too.. 3rd yr we brush past each other.. 4th yr thru sms 5th yr which is this yr.. is just nothing.. thin air.. u were just nothing.. like we nvr met.. i just hate the times where we have to forget our old frenz and move on with the times.. it's just sick! i nvr thought i would rmb u ever again.. maybe being forced to a deep deep deep place in the pit of my heart.. but still it can't be denied.. but duh of cos the feeling's gone bland.. maybe i shld go thk one person.. but i know i din forget u thoroughly it's hard u know.. so hard.. i promised myself nvr to remind myself of yr existence but so suay on the expo day.. i saw yr sch's booth.. but so coincidentally no 1 was there.. how high are my chances of meeting u there? seriously i dunno.. but the fact that i rmb-ed u straightaway and having the feeling that u are there.. shows something isn't it.. say me stupid.. or lame.. or stubborn cos i dun wish to know why.. why the feeling is there.. why i know u MUST be there.. cos the memories.. the memories.. i dun wanna spoil them.. but on the 4th yr u spoiled them.. on yr own.. so ya.. thats' it.. fine.. i rmb-ed why i could throw away everything on u.. cos partly is wad u did.. it so coincidental.. too coincidental.. u know.. singapore is reli so darn small..gee.. i knew i forgotten le.. but still just to express it out.. something that was in me for like 5 yrs?! hmm.. gotta end it somehow.. my only wish is to make sure whenever i think back i will smile.. not... sigh.. well it's all in the past le.. good.. have to go now.. gd nite!