in a concealed place; ice age
it feels. but it doesn't melt. that's my heart.

went to JEL with pj, wx, jl, fn.. hee.. recently like keep treating library as second home.. lol.. every fri's home.. haha.. went there last week too.. but somehow it's like everytime go there must be because there's problems.. sighx.. so it ain't a good place to go huh? (: thurs went sumo after school.. go makan and bought the cheapest meal.. lol.. then rush off to lot 1 to meet mummy.. but she din come so i act loner go library (haha joking la.. library rox!) to read my book.. so cool.. there so quiet.. there met mummy 45 min later and went to ice lemon tee for the close down sale and amazingly things were sooo cheap lor.. if only everyday's like this!! haha..

i fell in love again. but uncertainties are overflowing.
what can i do except wait? will this work?
i just don't want to get hurt. it's not a crime is it?

alot of shows are reaching finale.. like shi gong qi an!! haha.. weds got another finale - shi fa dai yan ren!! hehe.. boa rocks boa rocks!! haha why kbox dun have more of boa's songs? ((: oh ya went kbox with xl and wx on last sat.. haha.. missed the bowling trip! last time went there i was glad to score alot of strikes for first round!!!haha!! beginner neh!! hee.. right now my house quite re nao cos relatives got come and my room is like the official GIRLS ROOM?! haha.. one is over there sian sian cos no entertainment then one sitting there reading dear kelly and the last one is "lame-ing" around!! lol!!! gtg!! buaiz!

my heart is trapped in an ice prison
it will melt. one day.
omg!! i think i've just read the world's best english novel! haha so good that i read 260 pages in 3 hrs! it rocks!!
the name is IF I HAVE A WICKED STEPMOTHER, WHERE'S MY PRINCE? (((: so i'm officially hooked on english books now.. go chinese.. flunk like hell.. apparently i think i ate some chinese all FAIL potion! sighx.. AMAZINGLY while my chinese is taking a dive english seems to be escalating! hehe! (: boa boa boa rocks!! hannah hannah hannah!! yeah yeah!! both of them are women, they sing, they are pretty and they ROCK!! shi gong qi an is sooo nice!! xi xiang qi yuan too!! not forgetting shi fa dai yan ren!!! haha i wan HU JIE ER and HUANG ZONG ZE to work together again!! ((: yeah.. u know whenever boa have songs in two ver. meaning jap or kor.. it seems the korean ones sound nicer!! except for those original jap ones la.. translate to kor guai guai de.. haha.. rmb this: JACQ 04!! haha!! i wan eng bks eng bks!! remind me to go lib on tues!! ahh~~ i am dying.. i wan eng bks..!!!! GTG!

FOUND THE MISSING PIECES; OUR PICTURE IS COMPLETED by MYRA - miracles happen
OMG OMG OMG!! found out alot of recent info abt ppl i should have noticed long time ago until now!! haha.. mostly are ppl from dlss.. all i can say is WOW! they never changed! identical u may call it and the most creepy thing is they sound so pro in english.. and that reli make me zi bei.. somehow.. and this i reli din know but now tt i know i wanna say.. YUAN LAI MALES ALSO LIKE TO ZI LIAN ONE!!! lol.. call me slow or wad but i reli realised it, amazed.. haha.. then i realised tt things like friendster, blogs, and msn reli brings ppl closer.. tt is the wonder.. the same "wonder" i felt when i see a vast land OR desert OR outer space.. GREEK? haha.. well the main point is I FELT AMAZED!

today got cca!! went to ajc for sports climbing level 1!! i was very happy with my achievement when i managed to climb the 11m "flat" wall all the way to top (together with the other 5) BUT when i challenged the "ao tu bu ping" wall, SIGHX.. died halfway thru.. felt pretty pathetic.. the first one i thot of giving up once but i perSEVERED!! then the second wall made me determined to climb EVEN more harder than the first one BUT the result proved different.. SIGHX.. maybe cos i exerted too much energy before or my physique build or the nature of element then (ITS RAINING! err.. although very very xiao yu).. well.. excuses la.. at least tt made me feel better - well.. at least before i spilled it out.. bleh.. anyway enjoyed myself except for the sore foot.. sighx.. i felt like a jc student ya know and i was thinking.. hey its true wad IN 2 YRS' TIME! haha..

oh ya a very very hilarious scene!! finally "zheng" pj!! haha.. she thot she can't "shuai" diao us but we did and she was so dumb not to see us BY JUST LOOKING STRAIGHT! lol.. and tt craigven thing is LAMER.. ha.. no offense reli.. u know yq and craigven are not reli good liers.. hehehe.. i still can't believe i have such a thick skin AND gong cousin!! tell me i'm dreaming!!

haha.. i've came and i've gtg! buaiz! tmr gtg JEL.. study! somehow.. although lao jea's definition had nth to do with it.. XDD
haha.. unknowingly it's been 2 yrs le.. alot of things happened and passed.. thank you for giving me so much happiness i assume u nvr knew rite? haha.. thanks aside.. i wanna wish u all the best.. dunno if u would ever see this.. ((: must stay happy!! i guess my story will end here.. but u must continue yr story further~ ((:

i always think tt every experience is black and white and it's up to u to fill it with colours.. just like when u like someone.. i've heard someone said before.. dun be afraid to love to the fullest.. although u may get hurt some way thru u know u are happy in the process rite? so ya.. wadeva u do must first satisfy yrself.. r u happy with the result? ((: its a gd approach to everything else too ya know.. only when u give it yr all will u experience the true happiness and bliss that follows.. as a bystander i can tell some ppl are taking things for granted and only cherish them when u lose them.. ai yo.. how late would it be? so sometimes if giving up is better for everyone then do it but if u feel holding on will give u the contentment then stay true to yr heart!! follow yr heart it will lead u to alot of unexpected events.. i believe every part and parcel of our life are either a lesson or an experience to make us cherish what is going to happen next! be positive! if u feel that u lost something.. u will gain something in return.. no kidding!! lol.. optimistic will go a long long way! smiles everyone!!!

watch shu tong yao today!! ahh it rocks!! ancient korea is so cool can? everything they do or say carries a sense of sincerity and so it is much more meaningful!! hee.. ohhh.. sui shi hou ming last episode today! haha.. not bad lahh.. tell u all a big secret.. LI NUO YI rocks!!! omg.. i nearly melted when i hear him speak cantonese!! ahhh~ and heard from ah wee that "wars of in laws" de bosco wong and hu jie-er stead lehh!!! and from "under the canopy of love" de yi shi and alan stead also.. ahh~ tian sheng yi dui!! they rock so much!!

btw BOA ROCKS!!! dun dare contradict me ahh! she sings both sentimental and fast songs very well!! <33 her.. her "sunshine" rocks! ((: its gonna be ten soon.. hee.. tmr got road run!! sighx.. today went to lay the ropes on the ground.. ouch that stupid ** went and pull the rope.. and my poor finger now haix.. pain!! like its burning.. lolx.. SO I WARN U PPL OUT THERE BETTER NOT DESTROY OUR HARD WORK!! (: okie.. gtg! buaiz!

my prince is out there somewhere;
and one day i will find u!! (:
its story time again!! (:

the story of a moon:
there was once lived a moon
it revolved around earth for millions of years
but it never gave up finding the one
it once fell in love with phobos (mars' 1st moon)
it thought that it was the one
so it always looked forward to the once in
the thousands of years when it get ever so close to it
however on the 99th time it found out the phobos
had all along had another one in mind
it was deimos (mar's 2nd moon)
heartbroken as it was it decided to give phobos up
but every thousands years again it will
stop and slow down whenever phobos and deimos pass by
gradually moon realise that since it could not be the one
then it should at least give them its best blessings
so every thousands years, it would let itself be "eaten"
by the sun and form the solar eclipse

even the moon knows when to give its blessings..

just like the moon, my heart is being eaten unwillingly, how i wish it will be gone so all these pain won't stay..

the tears have dried up in one part of my heart that's why it never manage to flow out..

why does those sentences weigh so much in my mind? its unbearable..

you're just like poison.. when you hurt me the impact doesn't come immediately.. it will come when you least expect it and hit you with a boom..

the part that is hurt will take some time to heal and it's not gonna be soon

i know no one will come and
save me this time round;
cos i need to be my own hero
my 100th post! thought something special might happen when i write this post.. but sighx.. i realised the more i wait, somehow the more hurt i will be so yeah.. maybe stop this once and for all will be better.. (:

mydesertTHEOREM

walking on and on.. all i see is sand everywhere..
why and how did i end up in the desert?
the wind is too strong.. wait.. isn't that a person i see?
it's him.. why is he moving back while i am moving towards him..
wait.. why can't he hear me?
yes.. i've reach him.. he's right in front of me..
i could see his features distinctly.. it's him alright..
i reach out one hand and wanted to touch him
but what i have in my hand is sand.. uncountless sand..
where is he? he's gone..
i see.. it's only a mirage..
it was all along, just a mirage...


common tests is over! yeah! so happy.. let me see.. eng and chi ai yah see luck how.. (: then the rest of the subjects not very confident lah but i am pinning my hopes on my e. maths and physics! (: jia you!! next wk got road run and cca! i dun wanna run lehh.. lol.. i can't help feeling i should be sad now but why even though there's no 1 around and i still have to compress my feelings.. xin ku lehh.. ):

YEAH! MUMMY PROMISED TO BUY BOA'S ALBUM FOR ME!! <333

btw, zhang dong liang's 重伤 very nice leh.. but quite sad lahh and this morning i heard over the radio of jj's 忘记 and it was playing in my head throughout geog test.. haha.. seems like during geog test, i have more time to sing in my mind.. lol.. oh ya.. last weekend read bleach comic from 23 to 25! aizen, ichimaru and tousen are back! with 20 arrancars who are half hollow and half shinigami.. among them got 10 are vastro lordes i think! ahhh bleach rox!! haha.. me gtg watch 117 le! (: cya!

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