Monday, August 06, 2007 @ 11:09 PM
two same names two different people
why must the world be so unpredictable and complicated
it's times like this when i wish that life could be simple much simpler
nth much happened.. got what tests flunk what tests.. so sian.. not one result i am pleased about.. SIAN.. my life is sooo boring! LOL.. sometimes i reli wish that those ppl from the book would come to life but it is wayy too creepy.. BUT I'M SO BORED! when life is starting to get boring.. you will start to ponder.. and sometimes think too much! then u find ways to occupy yr time but you can't help but hope that something EXCITING would just fall from the sky and BAM! sigh.. but it ain't gonna happen that's why i'm so BORED!the feeling just get intense whenever it's being thought about
but when no one cares or notices it just fade into the background
sometimes i reli wonder if it has gone
cos it'll pop up when least expected and remind me of the past that i have not
cut away from once and for all
it just seems like there's nth to cut away from but it was always there
not thinking about it helps alot
so i wonder if it is reli present
maybe it's just something that someone is not willing to let go off
cos this is the only thing she has left
if she abandons this she'll have nth left
but if she dun think about it more things will occupy her world
making it seem like it is the whole world to her
but once in a while the past will come back to haunt
and the feeling of happiness and bitter sweet is long gone
all that's left is the feeling that clings on the heart so strongly that stops her breathing
it's a terrible feeling that's why she wants to let go and take in the new and inviting air
but the memory is here to stay
what happens when intense meet intense and your heart feels like it's in two?
i wanna reach out and hold on to the present
but something is pulling me back
a feeling that knocks at the most inopportune time