lovethestars!

Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 10:19 PM

wooo~ it's the start of hols but i guess no 1 is reli in the holiday mood because of CHINESE O LVLS! but just give it another 4 days and our suffering for this yr will be ending (well, temporarily before next yr duh!) this few days i was a bit sick.. (literal meaning pls) ystd and today morning had a bit of a headache.. and was exceptionally cold.. lol.. but i'm feeling sooo much better now! XD had a reli reli small 207 gathering ystd.. at least there were 16 207 de there.. amazing? at least there were more than ten! well, some of them did have the thought of coming so i think 严格来讲 it shld be slightly more than 20 ppl ba.. maybe this time they din go but hopefully if there is another outing like this it would be more like a class.. (: anyway we played murderer and detective.. lol.. and all the way until the whole pizza hut was empty except us! it was getting kinda sian after playing for a few hrs! but it was pretty fun! and after this trip i realised you can't wear contacts and play murderer! haha.. this was experienced by more than 1 ppl! oh ya and the pizza was yummy (like always) although they did say the service was pretty bad (hey i din mention which pizza hut!) and i reli find that afternoon to be very entertaining! although i reli strained my eyes alot to keep it big.. (ok no comments pls) XD watching bleach now..! just now when watching jap meteor gardens II (aka hana yori dango II) i suddenly thought of writing inoue's confession here! lol! it's reli sweet~

INOUE'S CONFESSION: the kiss that never fell
(where the tears fell)
"I can't. I can't do it after all.
I'm no good. It's the very end, and I'm acting like this...
Kurosaki-kun, there were alot of things I wanted to do. I wanted to become a teacher, and an astronaut, and a baker.
I wanted to go to a bunch of different donut shops and ask for one of everything...
And i wanted to tell the ice-cream man to give me one of everything, too!
I wish I could have five lives! Then I could have been born in five different towns and eaten five lifetime's worth of food, and had five different careers, and...
Fallen in love with the same person, five times.
Thank you, Kurosaki-kun.
Sayonara. (Good-bye) "

so cool right.. for those who are confused still, inoue said that when ichigo is asleep.. lol.. although i had a very very weird wish for inoue to be with ulquiorra i suddenly feel that it would be so cool for inoue to be with ichigo! haha the thought of wanting to write this down is sooo random.. and i even went to look up for the words inoue said on youtube! XD

can anyone tell that i'm not feeling very happy at this point? i reli think that through my words maybe someone will see my unhappiness.. i may be just being random cos i dun even know what i am being upset about.. ok maybe i do.. this feeling usually picks the right moment to set in and make me extremely uncomfortable.. even more upset than my fever.. well i found out that if one reli tries hard they can twist a series of events which has no relations at all into whatever they wish them to be related as.. this may be selfish, this may be a lie but this may also be the truth however unlikely it may be.. i reli want to get rid of all the unhappiness that source from an unreasonably nonsensically act that is accumulated unknowingly.. everything every small little thing is just triggering my memory - the ones i would much rather not touch.. and everytime my heartstrings get pulled.. may be the feeling is so negligible that it cannot be felt or seen but as days grew the feeling gets stronger and show no signs of reducing.. may be nature shld reli take its course what shld rain will rain what will form will form what will become will eventually become.. the only sad side is that there is reli too much maybe-s.. so this is life..

当我想要理解的一切都被我了解时

我竟感到无尽的失落感

而且这已不是第一次

Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 5:28 PM

woo! watched till bleach 144 and manga 296!! ahh~ nel is sooo chio!! ESPADA 3! XD bleach episodes are sooo slow.. haven even do the part rukia and renji come.. see le sooo sian! so excited nel transform into espada 3!! sooo cool~ however at the VERY end she turned back! boo.. oh ya i forgot to mention that bleach episode is sooo slow that nel has not appear YET! siannn! 精灵's stories are the best i think! (chinese novel: FICTION;) on par with ayamei! hehe! love them both!! if u have a great love on love novels go find 精灵's books! XD esp no. 92 and 115!! stupid chunyung laugh at me for reading these bks.. say i 缺乏爱情 i not like him mahh.. 洋溢着爱情 (: sighx.. seriously nth to do.. nth to watch nth to catch.. BORING! sighxx.. oh ya my beloved hp finally returned!! but! everything was deleted! i have to re-put everything back in! haiyo! oh ya i am going to quit quadrapop liao! haha! i found out you can reli get addicted to a game~ if u dun believe try quad! well my record was 335490 and i think i can stop thr if not i will surely 废寝忘食 to beat my own record! lol.. i din think i would actually miss sony ericsson.. lol.. fn and yy sure laugh at me one! boo~ fine lor.. gotta REplenish my 7390!! bye!

好像距离还不够远

我会尽量不再沮丧

会尽量。。

Saturday, October 06, 2007 @ 12:56 AM

today was so crazy lahh.. esp now lor when every1 dao le i still haven! lol.. i am among the very few survivors lor.. today is last day for eoy'07!
after deciding for a longgg time, we finally agreed on AMK HUB! amazing? got seven of us- yy, xt, may, pj, fn, xiu, me! the whole trip was so ENTERTAINING! i think we were on a laughing streak the whole day! i think the ppl on mrt sure think we mad le! (: it was like a mo sheng place and no 1 thr know us! haha! we din even see any NH de at all! ate pepper lunch, then walk walk walk! then go out of AMKH and walk at the shops thr.. sooo hot lor! then we went back in and decided to sit down and after a long wait, we went to coffee bean but we din order so 也不敢久留 then finally go to may's fave place-newyorknewyork! then got a secret corner and we stayed for 3hrs plus? but yy and xt went in the first 2 hrs! booo~ and we were so entertained by may's bomb-sounding phone which was timed to take a grp pic! hahahaha.. then i ordered a nice looking mocha ice cream drink.. (same as may and pj) and then there's a guy who thot we wan his no or something.. then may very ji dong!! haha.. cos every1 later accuse her got A LEG with the ahem.. OH YA AND THR'S FREE SUPPLY OF CANDY FLOSS! GREEN APPLE FLAVOUR SOMEMORE! (: so we ordered 3 drinks, 1 side dish and the 7 of us just sat and sat! and chat and eat the candy floss! i think most of the time we were taking pics lor! cos got a photographer in training.. then everyone eating candy floss tt time so gao xiao! haha! it's a great time lahh!
we even planned ahead for next wk de 3 days liao!! must fill till full full!! went home at ard 6 plus! and then after watching ch 55 for eightoclockshow and ch8 for 9oclockshow i am stuck here.. until now which is 1.22am! oh man! soooo long lor! actually got meeting one lor then all members disappear and seem to go to their slumberland liao! and i still dunno mon go whr?!!

当距离远到不能再远

感觉好喘不过气

想放手却办不到