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Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 10:19 PM

wooo~ it's the start of hols but i guess no 1 is reli in the holiday mood because of CHINESE O LVLS! but just give it another 4 days and our suffering for this yr will be ending (well, temporarily before next yr duh!) this few days i was a bit sick.. (literal meaning pls) ystd and today morning had a bit of a headache.. and was exceptionally cold.. lol.. but i'm feeling sooo much better now! XD had a reli reli small 207 gathering ystd.. at least there were 16 207 de there.. amazing? at least there were more than ten! well, some of them did have the thought of coming so i think 严格来讲 it shld be slightly more than 20 ppl ba.. maybe this time they din go but hopefully if there is another outing like this it would be more like a class.. (: anyway we played murderer and detective.. lol.. and all the way until the whole pizza hut was empty except us! it was getting kinda sian after playing for a few hrs! but it was pretty fun! and after this trip i realised you can't wear contacts and play murderer! haha.. this was experienced by more than 1 ppl! oh ya and the pizza was yummy (like always) although they did say the service was pretty bad (hey i din mention which pizza hut!) and i reli find that afternoon to be very entertaining! although i reli strained my eyes alot to keep it big.. (ok no comments pls) XD watching bleach now..! just now when watching jap meteor gardens II (aka hana yori dango II) i suddenly thought of writing inoue's confession here! lol! it's reli sweet~

INOUE'S CONFESSION: the kiss that never fell
(where the tears fell)
"I can't. I can't do it after all.
I'm no good. It's the very end, and I'm acting like this...
Kurosaki-kun, there were alot of things I wanted to do. I wanted to become a teacher, and an astronaut, and a baker.
I wanted to go to a bunch of different donut shops and ask for one of everything...
And i wanted to tell the ice-cream man to give me one of everything, too!
I wish I could have five lives! Then I could have been born in five different towns and eaten five lifetime's worth of food, and had five different careers, and...
Fallen in love with the same person, five times.
Thank you, Kurosaki-kun.
Sayonara. (Good-bye) "

so cool right.. for those who are confused still, inoue said that when ichigo is asleep.. lol.. although i had a very very weird wish for inoue to be with ulquiorra i suddenly feel that it would be so cool for inoue to be with ichigo! haha the thought of wanting to write this down is sooo random.. and i even went to look up for the words inoue said on youtube! XD

can anyone tell that i'm not feeling very happy at this point? i reli think that through my words maybe someone will see my unhappiness.. i may be just being random cos i dun even know what i am being upset about.. ok maybe i do.. this feeling usually picks the right moment to set in and make me extremely uncomfortable.. even more upset than my fever.. well i found out that if one reli tries hard they can twist a series of events which has no relations at all into whatever they wish them to be related as.. this may be selfish, this may be a lie but this may also be the truth however unlikely it may be.. i reli want to get rid of all the unhappiness that source from an unreasonably nonsensically act that is accumulated unknowingly.. everything every small little thing is just triggering my memory - the ones i would much rather not touch.. and everytime my heartstrings get pulled.. may be the feeling is so negligible that it cannot be felt or seen but as days grew the feeling gets stronger and show no signs of reducing.. may be nature shld reli take its course what shld rain will rain what will form will form what will become will eventually become.. the only sad side is that there is reli too much maybe-s.. so this is life..

当我想要理解的一切都被我了解时

我竟感到无尽的失落感

而且这已不是第一次

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Jacqueline Teo
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