Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 10:51 PM
woohoo lots of cool things happened since last post! sch reopened (like duh) and i played a part for open house by being facil! :) led dunno how many grps lah but it was very cool when i saw some of them in sch during the jc1's first 2 days of sch! haha.. anyway facil was fun but tiring.. the highlight of the day was actually somehow related to nanhua haha! first was when i saw old odac junior haha and her nh fren! then i took them on the tour and i felt weird introducing the sch as i did for the rest of the ppl hahaa.. anyway it was reli fun cos we chatted abt nh stuff which was a long since i last chatted and gossiped abt nh ppl LOLL.. then my another closer junior came to aj too which is a coincidence cos i was just thinking abt her and smsed her to see if she was coming to aj and she was actually in the sch liao! haha but sad news is tt her l1r5 not very gd then we went to asked a teacher in the library lvl 1 (tcrs were situated thr to ans qns by students on aj and academic stuff) and he actually told my junior to consider other options like poly.. not tt i have anything against poly but my junior is planning to go jc and her result is not tt bad just tt it cnnt meet aj's cutoff pt DID HE HAV TO SAY TT?! i was so mad inside la.. but gd news is my junior may still hav a chance to get in thru co's guzheng HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL FOR HER :)
oh and i had my first ever h1 econs lesson by a tcr whom i think is a MALE PILLAI (i'm sure 1209 peeps will understand when i say this) zzzzz bad luck on my part la but bobian i think i will sure die under h2 econs anyway.. the thing is i will have to miss lessons with the rest of my classmates which is pretty sad but gd news is tt i get to chiong hw during their h2 econs periods hahaaa.. oh and aj is building some hostel butttt the smell is horribleeee i feel like my life span is reducing just by breathing the dirty air innnn! how can aj or moe even think of building a stupid hostel at this time?!?! rrr.. talking abt first times, i had my first malay tutorial hahaaa ok i had conversational malay lessons before in nh but they were in lect style and i onli managed to learn names of some colours and how to say 'how are you?' and 'i am fine' in malay.. but with the malay tut and the very cute malay teacher i learn much more from the malay lessons.. but it's not fair onli our sch de h1 cl students need to take malay.. everyone shld take (conversational) 3rd lang lorrr.. lol..
hmm next fun thing is the ogl workshop liao.. as usual my alliance very highh! haha and it was more fun then last time loll.. oh and we won a pass-the-chair game.. haha.. then i danced with hardy for the mambo no.5 for the 4th time - not i count one is the kelvin go count then today still ask the rest to 'sabo' us to dance on orientation again! zzz.. but i like the 'that girl' dance! but i actually grew tired of dancing it just now! lollll.. oh then next thing is the longggg ogl briefing!! actually sat in lt4 to listen to briefingS on college cip and orientation! and the worst thing is there was harmoc exchange with rj peeps going on and we're missing out on it! then finally when the briefing ended, we got to know who we're taking for orientation and we get to call them but then cos i got harmoc so cant call them immediately so in the end when i reached home and called them it was 9 plus and i was very guilty cos i so late then call them.. then some told me when they came to aj that they were abt to slp during tt time.. made me very guilty lolll.. OH and when i went to rj it was like heaven lahhhh got 7 eleven and ATM wthhhhh loll like wad xinyi says - differentiated treatment.. haha but the even COOLER thing is tt I SAW MY OLD PRI SCH FREN hahaaa.. i think i heard before tt she is from rj harmoc but it slipped my mind on weds until she called me! hahaaa very coool lor and it made me sad tt i couldnt come earlier to bond with them haha cos thr was icebreakers.. and we missed them all due to..... ogl briefing! zzz.. but took the train from marymount to yewtee with her and get to understand her life after pri 4 abit more.. lolll but it was great to see tt she din change even after soooo many yrs! lol ok la the onli thing tt changed was tt now i'm taller than her! last time she was this reli tall girl lor always win me de but hahaaa now i taller.. lolll..
then after the weds is the JC1'S FIRST DAY OF SCH! haha oh and i managed to call all 7 ppl tt was assigned to me! haha and the first day was abit awkward.. ok the second day also abit awkward butttt slightly bttr.. haha.. the first day we took attendence and collected money and asked for their names.. lolll and then we led them to audi then our task for the day was completed! lol.. then second day more fun.. get to shout and xiasuay.. lol this time we attempt to strike up convo with some of them and audrey made some of them TALK to the ppl beside them.. hahaa super funny.. then after the 'awesome' advertisement session of council and the orientation video trailer, we led them to toilets to change and then it was icebreakers time! the double whacko i dunno why i so slow somemore keep kena tricked by them lorrr.. tsk tsk.. but i think my og ppl are quite friendly, onli got one i bosong cos he like very arrogant and i complained to some ppl abt him but i shall not mention his name and sec sch here.. blehh.. anyway i think the first icebreaker session with my dear og is quite successful! :)
but also because of orientation i had this heats fiasco! zzz got to reschedule and reschedule the time for 200m individuals and eventually cancel it.. then also nid to reschedule some relays and i see the teacher in charge so many times until from dunno me become know me liaooo and he rmbs us as the 1209 girls cos we sort of got the most probs hahaaa.. but lucky they got a responsible and gd PE REP!! hohohoo..
then today went to weijie's condo's squash court to practice our finale dance.. quite cool abt the new and improved steps.. and the neverending jump shots! hahaaa.. took tons of pics today! oh and had a short 10 mins gossip session lolll! then i had an unexpected heart to heart talk with some ppl and discovered tt they are reli nice ppl hahaa.. like those tt i can be buddies with lolll.. at first i was still thinking tt i will be so sian diao cos my closer frens were not thr but i guess it was a blessing in disguise as it made me discover sides of ppl that i nvr knew and i was kinda touched tt they'd tell me :) and there were also ppl who sort of emo with me when the dance prac gets tooo long and sian.. oh and not forgetting ppl who noticed tt i am emoing and come talk to me abt it and SHOWERED CONCERN! hahaa and scold me for not appreciating it.. lollll.. very funny la.. anyway this day just turn out bttr than i expected it to be! so now i am here at my cousin's hse, just finished my one-man steamboat since i arrived too late to dine with anyone.. zzz and here i am blogging cos miss shan-nie 'reminded' me to, as usual.. lolll..
and i managed to get some sense out of the vectors lect notes even though my lect was superrrr fast paced and not productive at all.. ok i shall get back to some mugging before i find it's too late to mug and eventually turn to my dear bed for my even dearer slumber which is wad i like to do recently.. lolll.. OHHH but before i go i must say abt how many stars i saw ystd!!!!!! hahaa like 20 over and they were accompanied by a beautiful and radiant moon! <333 sooo pretty! and i saw orion's belt! and i counted besides tt still got alot of stars!! oh and ystd morning i also saw stars!! and it brightens up my day and i din know even at night i also get to see sooo many stars! totally worth my walking home! hahaa.. had mos ystd with xinyi and yunying after being pangsehed by some other harmockees because it was toooo late after we settled some harmoc and cny performance issue! zzzz but i forgive them cos i get to see my stars last nightttt oh myyy i still cant forget the sight sooo pretty! dunno when i can see it again! oh i want to go science center again to see jupiter or any other planets!! sq says the red star tt i've been seeing beside the moon at night is MARSSSSS! coool! and i realise tt whenever ppl have any stars related news they will tell me (like nice moon or nice stars) hahaaa very gddd! :) i saw the moon on my way to wen's house but it was too cloudy tt i cant see any stars SIANNNN..
ok la gotta go liaooo but i'll surely update after orientation next week! :) GOOOO MAIRA, OG 10!! ^^
Wednesday, January 06, 2010 @ 9:15 PM
GOOOOOOOO TRITONE! haha! ogl workshop is reli fun! much more fun than i expected! quite cool cos i made many new frens which are practically the rest of the ogls in my alliance! soo cool! played games and danced which brought back memories of our long ago orientation! haha but this time everyone is much 'higher'! hahaa and had a fun time painting our clan flag! oh we're called MAIRA, council says its a river in italy so oookayyy lor! we drew a shark! which is reli life-like and all credits shld be given to audrey who will be my partner in crime for orientation! my other partner is a 1.9m dude who's a reli nice person as well! haha but i think my main contribution is writing the name of our clan lolll.. and i think i was very fussy on the perfection of the shark loll cos i had the most comments to make haha.. but it felt so great when we finished it! oh and i can finally dance the 'that girl' dance properly! haha it was like very high lah tt dance but so sad dun hav the other high dance - it's gonna be me! aww! had lots of joke and fun with my alliance which i think is the main reason that i enjoyed the workshop and feel positive abt orientation 2010! soooo i just can't wait for orientation!! (: (: (: but open house will hav to come first! hohoho hope i will enjoy it too! hahahaaa can bring ppl to the harmoc area and LAUGH at them haha NO lahh i'm not so bad! :P ohh tmr's 1209 chalettt cool hope it'll be fun! and i'm going to see jupiterrrrr on fri night sooo excited! though i wanna see saturn more! haha ok gotta go! JA-NEI! (jap for byeee)
Saturday, January 02, 2010 @ 8:34 PM
今天是新年第二天。
下午和朋友出去读书了。
回到家,一个人影也没有。
电话打来劈头就开始用不爽的语气说话。
我心里就想着:又来了。
为什么‘又来’了呢?
最近整天都是这样。不是因为整天关在房里被骂就是出门回来被骂。
以前不是这样的。
是我错了吗?是他们不够体谅我吗?
还是这是成长的一部分?
故事里头常有这种角色,但通常都是叛逆小孩啊。
我现在在叛逆吗?我没伤害任何人,只做我认为对的东西,但我为什么最近一直得不到他们的认同?
他们为什么就是不能体谅我???
这可能真的就是所谓的成长,那他们能让我去吗?整天被他们这样骂我真得很伤心,可是我也很无奈啊! 我不能不做我在做的事,但他们都非常不支持,难道家人是该这样的吗?我真得不知道现在到底能怎么办???P.S. internet would surely be down for awhile..