Sooo.. It's 2015! Feels like in a blink of an eye, I'd be turning 23! OMG, freaking oldddd! Could never imagine that the 23-year-old me would be like this.. Leading such a life.. Turning back time, wished I could tell the 12-year-old me, life would not be as easy as I thought.. I would have done certain things differently if I could return to the past.. Not romantically related, don't think too much.. But more for my future's sake.. Study harder, joined some useful CCA, strive for leadership positions, eat lesser to stay slim, join some fitness/sports activity, be more active in hall (maybe) or school events.. But oh well, looking at what I have now, I guess I should be happy? I have a bunch of really great friends that I can truly count on in times of good or bad, family that will be with me through thick and thin, supporting unexpectedly (of course, with it, comes the pressure).. Lastly, I guess I've come to terms with the fact that I am not suited for a relationship or not fated with one.. They say only when you stop looking, will opportunity come knocking.. So I guess being exasperated with it and giving up on finding will help? If it still doesn't, I am prepared to die an old maid.. At least, I want to do so in my dream house, with my dream pets and occasional visits from my family and friends.. I don't think that it's a sad prospect, I truly don't.. Singledom has its perks, definitely.. Just that I never see myself ending up that way when I was younger and more naive and optimistic.. Now, I guess I am just more realistic and mature? (At least, that's what I hope)

Currently, doing a short term job at a private (yet tied with govt) firm.. It made me feel fulfilling and think about what I really wanna do.. I guess no one likes calling strangers but which job won't require one to do that when need be? I really enjoy events planning where 'no 2 days will be the same' (as quoted from my colleague), so it really opened my eyes to what I wanna do.. Maybe cabin crew is not the ONLY way out.. Doing a job that allows me to travel might do the trick too? I think I just like the feeling of being busy and flying around.. If a job allows me to do that, even if it is not cabin crew, why not give it a try? Too bad I have my grad trip II in late June, dunno if I should even try for this job-hop anot.. Well, if opportunity presents itself, maybe I will cherish it? If not, I guess it's off to another greener grassland for me? I am just a quarter through in life.. So many more years to explore and find where I fit in.. Just hope the stress and burden of the eldest daughter do not drown me first.. Really enjoy this job but I truly think it's the colleagues here that makes me look forward to work.. If they are not here anymore, I'm not sure if I will feel the same.. Hmm.. Time will tell, I guess.. Until then, gotta cherish the few days I have left of being TWENTY-TWO~OOO~WOOHOO *taylor swift plays*

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