sorry la.. now like not in the mood to continue the whole class thingy.. maybe after i feel better.. suddenly feel so sad so sad.. like wad may say.. a big empty hole in our hearts.. it's so deep so deep.. 207's everlasting class chalet!! it seems to be marking the end of our classmate-ship.. i dun think how much scolding of the moe is gonna help.. i think it's only until now do i know how much 207 means to me.. it is the source of my happiness daily; the source of my anticipation of school everyday; the reason why i will smile when i step foot in the school ground; the reason why no matter how worse i feel i can immediately turn them straight into laughter when i see my frenz arriving.. when 207 part i feel there's too much things leaving me at one go.. the worse part is that i can't do anything to stop this!? what the!? and the school actually give us such a long holiday for me to torture myself.. 2 yrs nia.. how come it feels to me like 6 yrs? how to stop feeling like this? how long will i take to heal? can i even heal? they say there will be a scar 4eva.. but isn't the end of the 2 yrs suppose to be joyous and happy.. then why do i feel so gloomy..? oh ya.. separation..! i dun like the feeling that the chalet is our very last time.. i dun like it one bit.. why put an end to 207? i dun wan to face reality just yet.. i dun have enough courage to do so.. it just requires too much effort.. so tired so so tired.. can we return to the night of the chalet.. the night where we are in our rooms doing wadeva.. the time when i feel we are a class.. a family.. when we are one.. waaa~ now i have to find alot alot alot of things to keep myself from thinking about this.. but no matter wad the harm is done.. the hole is there.. it's just how we face it.. cos we still have to face it one day.. i knew it.. i knew things will turn out this way.. the more i cherish my frenz the more pain and agony i have to go through on this day.. wad can i do? wad can i do to escape all of this? sniff.. i guess now i can only turn to 'time' for help.. time may just be the best medicine to heal..
now i know how sad i can be.. wad if this 'sad' thing gets worse day by day?! can sum1 scold me? wake me up!! pls.. hit me also can!! i wanna wake up!! if i can even cry during a very very happy and HIGH song am i crazy? ahhh! i'd nvr forget the time when we all sat at the beach.. the sky and stars seem to make me forget there's any1 beside me.. maybe it's the only thing to make me heal..? it's the best way i can think of.. there's too much 1st time-s i have with 207!! my biggest wish ever is to lie down and look at the stars and let them accompany me to sleep when i see them for my 1st time.. but now i met you all.. i wanna add sumthing.. i wanna lie and sleep under the accompaniament of you all and the stars.. and i actually did tt during chalet!! at that moment i felt (my 1st time ever) sooo happy!! it's an endless flow of happiness! sooo contented at that time..! i will nvr forget this chalet..!
-to finish this post i forgot how much time i tear-ed.. sighx-
20777!! from a future of 107 to a present and now a PAST.. time really flies.. way too fast.. maybe time is all i really need.. it may just be the best medicine to heal me..

adwin
beidi
belinda
diana
emilyza
garyim
guojie
hansheng
hazell
huishan
huizhi
john
joofei
joyce
kenny
lingying
liyi
may
meilin
michelle
nick
peggy
peiwen
siewling
sylvia
weexin
weirong
xiaoying
xinyi
xinyun
xiuhui
yeeching
yingying
yiting
yixin
zhanyuan
zhiyi
twelve09



December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
July 2009
August 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
December 2010
February 2012
November 2013
August 2014
September 2014
October 2014
November 2014
April 2015
December 2015
January 2016



Designer: Chocoxbaby
Enter code : bleah-
Resources : X O X


underlineitalicsboldstrike